I feel guilty for someone. I'm still not sure do I really love him even I have been with him for more three years. One thing I sure, I don't want him hurt. I don't want him sick. I don't want him hate me. I don't want him angry.
But actually I have hurt him. I've lied. I didn't keep our promises. All are my false.
I started relationship with him, not because i was ready for that, but i felt lonely and hurt because of some else in Medan. I have told about that person to him, how my heart hurt and how i have waited for such long time. That time, he asked me to give him a change, let him try to heal my heart.
For three years, there was several thing I dislike about him. That's why I choosen to leave. But for right now, I started to ask my choose. Is it the best?