Lu Keran is my ultimate bias in The 9. Since Youth With You 3, I have liked her, along with Liu Xin and Marco. They're my babies. And I really felt so hurt when I knew this facts. What she shared here about her late mom, I feel so similar like what I feel about my late dad. People around me also worried that I would had mental breakdown because of dad's death. I still have mom, but dunno why in the past I felt only had dad, I felt protected with him around. I dunno who the actor is, but he looks so good. He's so good became a good listener for my baby K. Sorry, it's near my dad's 10 year death anniversary, so lately I feel so down.