Finally I've got confession from him. He asked me to didn't wait him anymore. He didn't want to hurt me anymore. So that's okay. He said like that because i asked him to said the truth. Better to me if he explained clear
For right now, I need to re-arrange my heart, my life. Especially after my dad's death. I'velost my dad for forever. I never met him anymore. Never heard his voice anymore. That reality realyhurts me. If I compare with this situation, losing my one side loveis better. I still can meet him. I can still hear his voice. I still can be a lovely sister to him.
As he said, we never know what will be happen in future. If it's destiny, we will be end together. I still believe it because he said that too.
Goodbye my one side love...
Goodbye my almost lover...
Good bye my dream..
Just as you said, i will be better person because you believe i will be. I will get my best job and can graduate my master. You have believed
I never forget you. You always be in my heart. Because you are my first love. Because I have loved yu for 10 years. Because you've been in my heart for 10 years.