Daddy's Lovely Daughter

Barusan cerita yang sedih-sedih.. Sekarang mau share  dulu tentang obsesiku. Maklum lha, lagi ndak ada kerjaan dan ditambah seharian menyepi di kamar. Aku mau cerita bahwa aku memiliki beberapa list what i will do  *Jika Tuhan mengizinkan* (1) Aku mau menonton konser DB5K >> Yoochun, Yunho, Junsu, Jaejoong, dan Changmin. Always Keep The Faith . Aku akan bertemu dengan mereka berlima. Terlebih lagi aku terobsesi dengan pangeranku, Micky Park Yoochun. Aku percaya akan dapat bertemu dengannya muka dengan muka. Sebelum dunia berhenti berputar, jika Tuhan mengizinkan, maka tidak ada yang namanya mustahil. (2) Aku mau menonton konser SHINHWA >> Andy, Eric, Jun Jin, Hyesung, Dong Won, dan Min Woo. SHINHWA The Legend, The Longest Kpop Group . Benar-benar bangga dengan group satu ini. Salut dengan kekompakan mereka. Aku benar-benar kagum dengan Andy oppa. Di mataku itu, Andy oppa benar-benar tipe suami idaman aku. Mau tahu alasannya? Aku sarankan untuk segera menonton ...

Finally yesterday I got my first salary. I'm so happy. I've already told this news to my mom, and also to my uncle, Tulang Yosephine. They sound so proud of me. Full of today, I just stayed at my room. And then I though about my dad. I remember what I dreamt about my first salary before. And I will do as what I said before. Then I remember several years ago, when I was in senior high school maybe. My brother and me took dad and mom out, we ate Sate near to our church, to celebrate my parents' wedding anniversary. We're so happy. And I still remember how happy and proud dad was. I know I can't say this, what if never changes the reality. But if I have a chance, what if dad still here beside me, I wanna see his happy face again, how he will be so proud. Oh ok, I must stop, if I continue, maybe I just wanna cry. Really, I miss my daddy. But I feel that no one understand what I felt. They always said that I must be stronger, not like this anymore.

Dunno what should I do with my love story. Honestly I still not certain that it is really the right choice. But this is the fact. I don't have time to think about unimportant beside my family. After my father not with us anymore, automatically I became the oldest one in my family, I must take responsibility to my family, to my mom and my little brother. I have a vision about my brother. I'll make him take his under-graduation title. Make my family name's became good. I heard "Almost Lover" for several times. And after that, I certain took decision to forget about my 10 years love. He never respect my love, so for what I keep this feeling. I just throw all, throw my stupidness for this 10 years. I also heard "Back To December". And suddenly I felt guilty about someone who always beside me, the faithful man. I'm so proud, I have him. But if I came back to him, I felt that I'm the cruelest woman. Really just let time will give me the answer.

Oke, gua sekarang kesenangan karena akhirnya Junsu, salah satu member DB5K akan datang ke Jakarta untuk konser. Rencananya tanggal 16 Juni 2012 nanti. Rencananya aku akan membeli tiket yang festival, semoga aku bisa mendapatkannya. Amin Amin Amin... Padahal sekarang aku ini sedang disibukkan dengan jadwal pelatihan selama 4 bulan. Semangat terus!! aku harus lulus.. Aku sudah ndak up date  lho soal drama korea dan para setipenya.. Bahkan jujur saja, membuka akun twitter  pribadi aku saja jarang, apalagi untuk OL di fanbase .. Maafkan aku Eonnie Lesli, Eonni Debby, dan Lili...